hmm i'd rather not recollect the last few days into so much detail, cause i'd be here forever. but lets see. i dressed nice the past three days in hopes of getting my mind back on track. i think it really helps. a mental thing. look good = feel good = do good. yayy. ahhahah today i wore my gay blue argyle v neck sweater. actually, i feel pretty dope in it. Logan commented and said i looked good, and that means a lot coming from someone who always looks so clean. lets get some pictures shall we?
this is my room after these past few days, a total mess. i swear my room was actually clean before, but it all went to shit. like most things. ahhaha. i'll clean everything over the weekend, that is in between reading blink and studying for the dreaded chem midterm.
i spent a lot of alone time today. it was nice. i took a small nap in bishops lounge and read for my english quiz. (which i feel pretty bomb about, thank you very much). and i ate lunch outside by myself too. loner status right? naww i actually enjoyed being by myself for a bit. away from all the pce people. it was just pretty chill. hung with jones today too. its always good catching up. random note, csc groups were made today, im so glad i got smart partners. hahahha i hate being stuck with retarded ass people in my group.
benedicto got his bike in today, i want a new bike =[[ hahah envious. but oh well, im trying not to get sucked in. i wanna be me, and its kinda hard when you want to be something more than what you are. right? be true to thine own self. but what does it mean to be 'true' to yourself? what if being like a certain group of people makes you happy, should that translate into 'you're only doing that cause its cool, or makes you happy?' i don't know where i was going with that but its all right. this is a picture of tien's bike, not benedicto's.
i guess i do want a new bike. yeah. black frame. yellow deep v's. something light. mmmm with this temptation comes a shit load of money. i think im good for now. i miss my car, lol :(
oh well. well i should get back to work... maybe i'll start to study for chem, or read, either way. i need to do something productive... op nvm, i'll read for a bit.. OH! i'll make food? i dunno. ahhah maybe i'll call my mom, drop a hello.
i was feeling kinda sleepy and tired today, and this song popped in my ipod. instantly felt better for some reason. had energy. ahahha
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